My family said that I’m a failure 

I’m just some rebel staining our blood

Guess you could say that since I failed her

I Make one mistake and I end all numb

The more I seek means the more I hurt

All I find is death and I stay unheard

I guess I should just go end my search

‘Cause I’m a dead man walking anyway

I know the pain is temporary

But the light fades out when it’s getting near me

Loose-tied to the thread of life

Finding demise on demise (go on and end it)

If you never try, then you’ll never know

Please stay by my side, and give me your hope

So save my life, or let me go

The battle is all I know, all I know

I never once asked to be this person

I never once asked to have this pain of mine

I’d rather lead a life with sounds of silence

I’d rather know love and leave the grand behind

What matter does it make to make these songs of mine?

I can’t grasp my dreams, nor get to their minds

The love i've chased is  an illusion

In the end it has been all futile

I know the pain is temporary   

But the light fades out when it’s getting near me

Loose-tied to the thread of life

Finding demise on demise (go on and end it)

If you never try, then you’ll never know

Please stay by my side, and give me your hope

So save my life, or let me go

The battle is all I know, all I know

Too many times close ones said goodbye

I can’t trust no one, I heard too many lies

I’m ending up as a sacrifice

I guess I don’t care if I live or die

I fight for them and I give my all

But I get wrecked down as a reward

People tear and they destroy

If that’s the way it is I won’t be here for long

My gift is to love, yet my gift is my curse

I want to numb the pain, ‘cause oh it hurts

It ends with the last as it did with her

Or can you end the cycle and be the first

I know the pain is temporary

But the light fades out when it’s getting near me

Loose-tied to the thread of life

Finding demise on demise (go on and end it)

If you never try, then you’ll never know

Please stay by my side, and give me your hope

So save my life, or let me go

The battle is all I know, all I know